briansbrat

Hello Buddies,

How is everyone today?    I am great so far…I have today and tomorrow off  but  I’m feeling a little guilty about  it for some stupid friggin reason…I need to stop that…I work very hard for my boss and am loyal and have never been late…Okay I feel better about it now.   

So I started my day off well…I went to Curves after dropping my son off at school did my work out came home logged on here and got caught up on everything and everyone…So after I blog here I will be getting dressed and going to Target to return some curtins and try to find some different curtains. 

Later today I will be taking my daughter to get a ultra sound to find out what sex her baby is going to be so I am sooooooo excited about that…I will give you all a update once I get back.

So I’m off to find something to eat and I will check in later.

xoxoxo
Becky

Hello buddies,

So I didn’t start my day off to great…I buckled to temptation and had fried potatoes, fried eggs, sausage and toast and glass of juice.  I figure I’ll just use those as my flex pnts and do good the rest of the day.     Weekends are the worst for me as I know it is for others.  

Well I’m off to find something to do probably yard work…yuchhhh!

xoxoxo
Becky

Good morning buddies,

I have worked out everyday at Curves  since  I started except for  1  day and I soooooooo love it…I feel so good afterwards not just because of the workout but because I got up and went and because I have commited. 

 I want to try and loose 3lbs this week so my goal is to work hard and be very concious of what I am putting into my mouth and to log every bit of food in my tracker ohhh and to drink lots and lots of water.  

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and I will try to send some sun your way for those that are having rainy days.

xoxoxo
Becky

Hello buddies,

Today was weight in day and as some of you know from my earlier post I did not want to weigh  in today and almost didn’t go but thanks to your comments and encouragement I went..

I’m happy to report a loss of .2 which puts me at 6.4lbs…Whoot, whoot, whoot!   lol…I weighed 210.6 and now weigh a even 210…I wish or weight tickers accepted accurate weights but ohhh well.     I feel totally okay with what I lost because I sooooo thought I had gained thought for sure that I had.  

Okay enough babbiling hope all is well with your corner of the world

xoxoxox

Becky

Hello buddies,

I had m

y first workout at Curves last nite and it was great…I can totally see myself going everyday or every other day…It didn’t feel like a work out for the most part…If I could just get a little more coordinated with their machines that would be great…lol…Everyone was so helpful there.   

I have a huge headache so I am off for now..Hope everyone is doing well.

xoxoxox

Becky

Hello buddies,

Hope all is well with everyone.   My family trip to Marine World was great and I didn’t do to bad on what I ate at the park but it kind of set off a disatorous weekend  for me as far as my control goes with my food.    But I’m over that now and back on track so far which is more then I would have been able to say in the past.  In the past I would have just kept on eating because if I screwed up this much whats a few more days….But not anylonger  I just get over it and move on. 

I am feeling down and out over some issues with my 15yr old son I have to make some serious decisions where he is concerned but It is hard for me to remove my emotions out of the picture so I can make the decision that I know needs to be made…I love him so much!   Even with this weight on my shoulders I am determined to not turn to the emotional eating monster that so many of us get caught up in… Wish me luck.

P.s…I posted a new picture of me from Marine World this is the truest picture of what I look like currently.  

xoxoxox

Becky  

Hello buddies,

Happy Friday to all…I am excited and happy because my family and I are going to Six Flags Marine World for Fright Fest tomorrow..This is the first trip we have gone on as a family since my new marriage last year.  I can’t wait…Even my older daughter is going.   

So my plan for tomorrow is to not over indulge but to have 1 thing that you just drool over when you go to these kind of places…I have decided to wait untill later in the day so I can see what everyone else walks by with and decide what that 1 thing will be at that time….I will take some snacks with me if I can figure out where to carry them as I don’t want to walk around all day with a purse and not sure if I want to walk around all day with a back pack either.

Hope everyone is having a great day,

xoxoxox

Becky

Today I had to weigh in at lunch time rather then tonite…I had a .4 gain which I hope is only my jeans as I had to go weigh in from work(I usually wear lite weight sweat pants to weigh in). I know what I did differently or at least I think I know what I did this week to cause a gain which is I ate cereal/milk (which was healthy) for breakfast and I had sugar free hot chocolate almost every morning this week. I usually have Triscut crackers that are less pnts for a snack in the morning…So I will go back to my Triscuts in the morning and cut out having as much hot chocolate and see if that makes a difference. Anyhow thanks for listening, Becky

Hello fellow buddies,

Today in our breakroom somebody brought a big tray of my most favorite cookies….I am happy to say that I was able to look at them and forget about them (okay well not totally forget about them) but the temptation to eat one is over..

Temptations are getting easier for me to handle and I feel good about my decisions lately…I feel like this weight loss journey has finally sunk in and that I finally understand it is about choices that I will have to make for the rest of my life so I might as well get use to it and make my life easier by accepting that fact….This journey is not about depriving my self it is about making healthier choices…I know there will be times when I will have a cookie or two or three..lol…or a cupcake but what I have come to realize is…It’s not the end of the world…Just don’t keep indulging and get over it and move on. 

Thank you buddies for all your help and support it sure makes this journey so much easier knowing I have you on my side.   

xoxoxoxo

Becky

Hello buddies,

Why is it I dread having to get up early the next morning the nite before but once I do get up early and get my shower It’s like the greatest thing..I feel like I get more acomplished. 

I think I will roast a large batch of veggies today that will last for a few days.   I love the 99 cent store you can get veggies at ours here in California…So the other day I bought yellow squash, zuccinni, asparagas…I’ll roast all of these together and use them for my snacking.   I think I’ll stop by there again today.   

Becky