briansbrat

Hello buddies,

For those of you who know me know I struggle every Thursday with should I weigh in or shouln’t I….Every Thursday you all talk me into going and it is never as bad as I think it is going to be.  

So once again I find myself battling over to go or not to go…As I posted yesterday I have eaten horribly Wenesday of last week up to Sunday of this  week  I have not exercised since Wenesday of last week and I am suffering from a cold.   

You all said once again that I should go weigh in so I have a new starting point and so I can keep it real…I didn’t agree at first but after thinking about it I have decided you are all right in what you said.   I will be going tonite so cross your fingers for me…I can live with a 3lb gain but it will be devasting to have gained more.

Sorry my blog is such a bummer today I just feel like crap and don’t have much of a positive attitude right now.

xoxoxo

Becky 

Hello buddies,

I have not posted a blog since the new site started so we will see how it goes.  I am having a hard time with this new site and I’m not sure if is because I have a hard time with change or if it is because of all the kinks and bugs that need to be worked out.   I have been hanging out in My Space quite a bit since the changes here so if anyone has a My Space come find me there.

I have been doing horrible with my eating since last Wenesday and It has only gotten worse since…To top it all off I am sick with a cold now and I really could care less what I am eating or how much.   I am going to my W/W meeting tomorrow nite but I will not be weighing in as I do not want the number on the scale to discourage me.

I miss all you buddies and I hope all is well with each and every one of you.

Here is the link to my My Space page

http://www.myspace.com/briansbrat

xoxoxoxo

Becky

Good morning everyone and welcome back!  I missed all of you more then you will ever know. 

Okay I have some very happy news to share with you…I weighed in at the gym yesterday and in a months time at Curves I have lost a total of 18.25 inches…5 of which was around my bust another 5 around my waist and 2ish around my tummy 2ish around my thigh 1ish around my arm 2ish around my hips…..I am sooooo excited. 

The other good news is that I weighed in this morn at W/W and I am down another 1.6 lbs for a total of 11.2 lbs.   

So it looks like we have some kinks and bugs to work out here at the new Buddy Slim so we must all have patience…lol

xoxoxox

Becky

Hello buddies,

Hope all is well you your part of the world….Going good here but my boss sprung on me this morning that I had to get time cards done early being as we have a short week next week so I have been extremely busy taking care of that..

Last night was weigh in day for me and I showed a 1lb gain and I am bummed about it but not enough so to sabatoge myself.   I will measure in tonite at Curves and see if I show a loss in inches which I think I will so I am looking forward to that and trying to think of it as inches this week instead of pounds.    I think that is a improvement for me.

I am excited to hear that the changes to buddy slim will be taking place Monday and Tuesday but am bummed that the site will be down that long I mean what is a person to do without buddy slim?  lol  

xooxxo

Becky

Okay Buddies I am a very happy camper…We are going to a wedding next Saturday and I need something to wear so I pulled out a bunch of my old pants that I stored away because they became to small on me hoping that the one pair of slacks I owned would fit me now. 

They not only fit but are way to big practically falling off to big…WOW!   I think like two sizes to big…That was a shocker!!  So I then tried on all the jeans about 5 pair and I still have a about 5 more lbs to loose before they fit but that I could get them on and zipped was a huge accomplishment. 

Tonite  is weigh in day and as always I am anxious but that is nothing new I just want this sooooo bad!  So wish me luck.

P.S.   Would a seamstress be able to alter my slacks as I don’t want to buy another pair as I hardly ever wear slacks?  Would it be just as cost effective to buy another pair verses having a seamstress take them in?

Clueless in Sacramento,

xoxoxo

Becky

Good evening buddies,

Today was a good day…One of our techs brought in a cake today so I had some and  then got over it…I feel okay about this choice I made…Things are getting easier thats for sure.

I wanted to thank everyone for there kind comments on my last blog everything you said is exactly rite….Focus on the postive not the negative…I read a article a while back that in order to love your self you have to be able to stand in front of a mirror with nothing on and be able to look at your body without disgust for 3 mins…It said you may have to work on this but once you are able to do this for 3 mins then you have excepted what you have and can love yourself….Does anyone think this is true???

Take care buddies and have a good nite,

xoxoxo
Becky

p.s  I forgot to mention that I went to Curves tonite for my exercise.

Hello buddies,

Hope everyone’s day is going good…Mine is great, I have been able to stay on track with my food and going to Curves again tonite. 

Last nite I am in a tank top and pajamma pants and my daughter ask me if I am loosing inches in my waist..She said my waist was more defined then before…That made me feel really good and I can’t wait to measure in at Curves on the 23rd of November….Everyone always says to me that I have a hour glass figure which I guess I do but I sure wish I had a nice butt and less thighs…My butt went south and I don’t know where my thighs went but they sure didn’t go anywhere I wanted them too….lol   Oh well I could bore you guys to tears and forever about the things I hate about my body.    So I won’t.

xoxoxo

Becky

Hello Buddies,

Nothing to exciting to report just another day in Sac…It is has been cloudy and dreary and raining all day today but thats okay I love these kind of days.   

My food intake has been good and I will be going to Curves tonite on my way home.    I grabed a bag of Wheat Thins out of the vending machine for a lunch time snack as I was not going to be able to eat untill later..I thought these should be good on my pnts but after I ate over half the bag I decided to put them down untill I got back so I could see how many pnts they were worth…OMG!!!!   Friggin 6 pts for a small little bag…I was flabbergasted and then thinked my lucky stars that I did not eat the whole bag…For 6pts I would rather have something more to my liking…I love wheat thins but not enough to spend 6 pts.

Okay thanks for letting me rant and take care buddies,

xoxoxo

Becky

Hello  fellow buddies of mine,

When I first started WW this time I started off real strong had lots of control in difficult situations like going out to fast food or dining in restaurants but now I’ve lost that control….If I could just keep the bigger picture in my mind I would be a lot happier when faced with these situations.

Weekends are hardest for me give me a weekday and I’m okay…So today I have eaten way more then I should but on the up side I made myself go to Curves and workout…It seems that most of my blogs are about the same thing and that is my dissapointment in myself for my food intake and you all tell me not to beat myself up but that is easier said then done as you all know that too.   But I can say this in the past I would have said if I screwed up this bad then I might as well just keep going with it and then it turns into a big snowball rolling down hill…Now I still am dissapointed in myself but I get over it a lot quicker…So I’m learning slowly but surely.

We took my daugher to register at Target today and it was nice being able to recomend things to her that she should register for but ohhh my goodness they have so many new and improved things out there for babys that they never had when I had my babys…It’s amazing!!!

Take care buddies and have a wonderful nite,

xoxoxo
Becky

Hello buddies,

So I have been struggling with my self the last few days warring back and forth inside my head if I should go weigh in or not…Up untill this morning I had decided that I was not going to weigh in.

I had a rough weekend as far as my food intake goes and I just know I have gained weight….So I justified it to myself by thinking I would save the $12  because if I don’t loose then I don’t want to go and waste my money and have a gain. 

But I have decided to go tonite because like I said in one of my past blogs…Take the good with the ugly the ups with the downs…You know the whole lip service thing that has been mentioned in a lot of blogs and post lately I didn’t want to do that either..

I don’t know if what I blogged about makes sense to anyone as I feel like I am rambling and I have always had a hard time putting my thoughts into words and expecially into wrighting.

So thank you for putting up with me,

xoxoxo

Becky