briansbrat

Hello buddies,  TGIF!

Hope all is well with everyone.   Doing good here but still haven’t jumped back on the wagon…Gosh it sure is hard! 

On a positive note my husband took me shopping to buy new clothes for the two new pair of brown boots he bought me for Christmas.  I’m happy to say that the size pants I wear is still to big but it sucks cuz the next size down is still to snug.  But I will be working on that starting Jan 2nd cuz it’s back to the gym for me and back to better healthier eating habits.

I am going to set a new goal for myself but it is not going to be one for lbs lost it is going to be that I want to add exercise to my daily regimen of not only going to Curves but something that I can add in for when I am at home or for when I am here at work.   My other goal is going to be to start my food and thoughts journal back up again.

I think these are obtainable goals and something that won’t stress me out or overwhelm me…So wish me luck buddies.

Every one have a safe and Happy New Years!

xoxoxo

Becky

    Hello buddies,

Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas but I am happy to say that I’m soooooooo glad it is over.

After doing so well the beginning of the month I have now fallen and have lost my mojo or so it feels…I have lost my control for the last week and seem to want to eat everything in site and have eaten a lot of fast food I didn’t go weigh in on Saturday and haven’t went to Curves in over a week…I feel stuck and I feel like I can’t get my control back and even just thinking about it frightens me…How does this happen?  I don’t get it…I understand struggles and obstacles but jeeshhh this is horrible.  

I had hoped to come back from Christmas with a better report..

xoxoxox
Becky

Hello Buddies,

So I read everyones comments about my issue with always being hungry this week and…no, no, no Lori no babys here…lol  and Nikki I just got over that last week so not pms.  

Maybe it could be stress and maybe like David said could be the combinations of food i’m eating are not satisfing me…It’s just strange to me that what I have always eaten is suddenly not affecting me the way it always has.    Maybe like someone else suggested that it is my exercising is finally catching up with me…Who knows!

I’m just glad to be here and in good health and surrounded by the ones I love hope all of you are as well.

Ohhhhh and why is it that the food pushers come out in full force around the holidays?  lol  And i’m soooooo sick of hearing “One bite or one time won’t hurt you”  Thats is easy for them to say as they are either skinny as a rail or don’t care about thier weight issues…What they don’t understand is for those of us who are trying to do things about thier weight is that that one time could likely lead to a all out binge..(Jo, I appreciate you understanding what I said in one of my blogs about the cookie bar incident.)  

Soooooo back off  food pushers and worry about whats on your own plate and not mine!!!!!!   lol

Happy Holidays Buddies,

xoxoxoxo

Becky

Hello buddies,

How is everyone? Good here!  Thank you for your comments on yesterdays blog.

I am sooooo hungry this week nothing I eat satisfies me or fills me up.  Not sure why as usually what I eat is fine…I have had a headache the last two days also and no energy.  Strange!

xoxoxo

Becky

Hello Buddies,

How is it that we can have such good control and then turn the corner to see it all go down the toilet?  lol…Let me explain.

Today was our Company Christmas breakfast that we have every year which by the way is at a restuarant(sp?)…I went in with a plan on what I was going to order..(oatmeal and fruit) Trust me I did not want oatmeal and fruit what I really wanted was biscuts and gravy or waffles and eggs, bacon and hashbrowns….lol  But I did good I stuck to my plan.

What do I do next?  I get to the office and lost control over a goodie basket that one of our customers brought in..Okay I didn’t loose control but I had one cookie bar thingy.   Then I thought why did I just do that?  I did so well at breakfast to turn around and do that.  

So I am not like totally bummed over it or anything but just slightly irritated…I’ll get over it…I know you are all going to say that one cookie will not hurt me but after the binging I do over the weekends I don’t want to loose my resolve during the weekdays.

I still go to Curves 4-5 days a week so I have that in my favor.  Just gotta get those weekends under control that way when I have a little slip like today I won’t feel like it is the end of the world…lol  Ohhhhh and Mary….I will not let that little slip ruin my trip!   lol

xoxoxox

Becky

    Good morning buddies,

Went to my W/W meeting this morning and I am down 1lb hooray for me..lol  They have changed things with W/W and not sure if I like it or not (I hate change) but will learn to deal with it.

Work is still crazy with our new boss not quite sure what I can get away with yet I guess time will tell.   Still not done with Christmas shopping but hopefully will be done by this weekend.

Hope all is well,
xoxoxoxo
Becky

Hello Buddies,

How is everyone?  Good here!   I didn’t go to Curves last nite I went Christmas shopping instead lol but I will be going tonite…My food intake has been good though so I feel alright with everything.

I do not have anything exciting to report but wanted to get on here and at least blog something.

xoxoxo

Becky

    Hello Buddies,

Not much to report or talk about here…Just wanted to come on and say hello and blog a little.   It has been raining here since last Friday but thats okay could be worse things.   I made it to Curves last nite so thats a plus I had a bad food intake weekend but thats nothing new but I am back on track as of yesterday..

Hope all is well ,

xoxoxo
Becky

    Hello buddies and Happy Saturday,

I wanted to start off my blog by saying I miss everyone.  I have been logging on everyday and reading everyones blogs but haven’t had time to respond.  Work has been crazy ane we have a new boss which is no fun…lol…And with the Christmas season upon us I am forever shopping.

I weighed in today and had a 3.8 lb loss so I am very happy about that for many reasons one of which I am finally over the 10lb hump…In the past I would always get stuck at that 10lb mark and could not get passed it so that was my goal for this week.  I still have a very good chance to make my 10% goal by New Years so my new goal this week is to not sabatoge myself with rewarding myself with food I want to take 2 steps forward and not 2 steps back this week.

I have gone to Curves 4 times this week so that was another goal accomplished this week..

It is raining here which sucks and only because I have to go do more shopping today I love the rain as long as I don’t have to be out in it…Rain is for snuggling under the covers all day and reading a book or watching movies…lol

So I hope all is well with my buddies and I am outta here for now.

xoxoxo
Becky

    Good morning buddies hope all is well,

I think I’m finally back on track…My food intake was right on track and I went back to Curves after not going for a week due to being sick..  It sure was hard working out after missing a week but I felt proud of myself for sticking with it.  

Work has been busy so I havn’t been able to log on here as much as I would like but I at least try to read everyones blog but am not always able to respond like I would like to.  So know this buddies I think of you often and miss you much.

xoxoxo
Becky