briansbrat

Hello fellow buddies,

I haven’t blogged in a long, long, long time so I felt it was time. 

I decided not to weigh in today at Weight Watcher’s because I just couldn’t take seeing the scale once again show either no loss or very little loss…I try to tell my self that the scale shouldn’t alter my attitude one way or the other but the simple truth is that it does.  I can’t say that i’m loosing inches instead of pounds because that’s not it either….I know where my problem’s start and end I know why I haven’t had any significant weight loss in the last half year…..I’m my own worst enemy….Home and weekends are where I fail every time I do so well at work only to get home and ruin it w/dinner or a night time snack….Weekends are when we eat out the most and I go in w/a good plan but fail to execute it once i order it’s like some crazy person takes over and order’s something totally fattening and unhealthy…..lol

So i’m still trucking along as I may give up for a day or for a couple of hours but I know to give up permantely will set me back to a place where I never want to go again.  I may not like it but I have finally accepted that this will be a life time issue for me and I can never ever give up for good.

I have decided to shake things up a bit…I have decided to do the Wendie Plan and I have started today….The super low day’s like today are going to be tough for me but boy I can’t wait for my super high day which is Saturday where I get 39pts to eat…..I also plan to start walking consistently again and to drink lot’s of water.

xoxoxoxoxo

Becky